These are actual draft notes to my attorney addressing the sanity of this all after Pre trial was concluded, myself pointing out what I thought were the STOP SIGNS and RED LIGHTS that this never happened. WHY I have included these is because it is but a glimpse into what about one hour of my life was like that had enveloped me entirely for years, daily and by the hour and minute. A glimpse into trying to communicate, convey my thoughts at the what I thought were obvious signs of "hey man, what's really going on here" and the fact that I thought although I was speaking English and thinking level headed, these facts somehow escaped everyone view.....the futility of it all and the silent contemplation of whether we needed to invent a whole new language in order to communicate.
